Saturday, September 11, 2010

Belum Rezeki Kami...

Sedih..sedih..n sedih...pasal ape...Mestila pasal baby...kawan2 yg baru kawin pon dh pregnnt..sepupu sepapat dh nk btambah anak...kami bdua?sorg pon belom....nk kata jeles,xla sampai xsuka org lain pregnnt...tp cemburu juga...dgr org bcerita shopping baju raya pregnnt, shopping baju raya anak....bestnya..heaven....

nak pulak bl time kena aju ngn soalan2 killing paper..."bila nak pregnant?".."aik,dah dekat pon xdapat jugak?"..bla..bla..bla...Sabar???i do...always do...few months ni,rs ada rezeki lebih sket, kami berdua berikhtiar wat check up..n so far, we both normal...sehat...cuma belum rezeki...even doc pon kata its too early to say tht it is problem...since we both br je tgl bsama....tp org xpaham...klu yg penah melalui..msti paham....

alhamdulillah la jugak wpon kami suami isteri diduga macam ni, Allah murahkan juga rezeki kami untuk berikhtiar...xkesah berhabis beratus beribu pon...asalkan sehat n boleh dpt bby a.s.a.p...klu org ln yg kurang berduit,cmane...?

bulan ni still xda rezeki..1st day menstrual, of cos sgt sedih..nangis n murung...luckily my dear hubby sgt memahami...n pandai ambil hati n switch my mind dr terlalu memikirkan kekecewaan ni...thanx to him n thanx to Allah for this gift...sebolehnya nk kasi hadiah yg baby a.s.a.p buat hubby..dh lama dia tunggu...hopefully soon adala rezeki kami...ameen...

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