First Timer...:)

First time as ape ye? Kali ni nk share cmne first time i eksiden secara sengaja with my dear hubby n luckily terbabas ke garisan berkembar....meaning, dpt double line le...hihi.cm yang semua org tau, i slalu missed mr.p berbulan2 tp xpenah dpt double line or positive sign pregnnt. Hadus...sedih sgt bayangkan time single line tu dl...tp lama2 jadi biase dgn frust single line tu.

So back to the story. Actually ms bulan mei, i got, y last period..around 22 mei la.. Time ni my mum said, "hang berentila angah, semua ubat suplement ke apa yg ada. Tawakal jela kt Allah." I agree with my mum. Sbb i perasan sejak mkn mcm2 benda yg disuggest to me, period lg xconsistent. So i stop la semuanya. Hepi ms tu sbb xpyh nkdisiplinkan diri makan pape dh. Cuma i jeust prepare several things utk have a spa kt rumah. I heard ramai org ckp sauna bagus utk stabilize hirmon n hilqngkan stress. So i think pas period next ni nk start sauna. Unluckily ms cycle Jun, my period start to play stupid again...xdtg2...so cm bse, i akan biar until sebulan dua, smbil bhati2 if ada somebody kt dlm. Unluckily smpi July pon, period masih xdtg..i biar jugak. 

Smpi la one day waktu me n hubby bersama, i bleeding n sakit bawah perut...sket jela..so kami bdua sgt nebes n risau..huu..so the next day i took MC n decide jumpa doc. I xpegi gyne yg i slalu pegi sbb nk try scan n check up kt doc yg my mum scan ms pregnnt my twin sister dl.. Dengarnye doc ni dh lama, so iguess manalah tau dia bole tlg kitorg...hihi..pastu nk try tgk rate treatment dia. Murah ke mahal. Pas check, scan xnmpk bby pon. So doc ckp maybe mslh hormon sajo. So dia sugest i ambik ubat hormon. Sbb katanya selagi i xperiod selagi tula i nole bleeding so sudden n sakit. So i pon agree. Amik keputusan scan yg empty tu...n ubat.n paid RM95. Huh. Mahal dr gyne yg i slalu consult. Dh la klinik dia xcantek. Xmao dh pi kt doc ni nnt. 

Pastu hr tu i start pasrah la. "lina, u r not yet pregnnt.ok!" n dgn linangan airmata ckp kt my tummy, " klu bby ada, hold tight ok. Mummy xniat nk buang syg tau." n teros telan ubat tu. Ckp 7 hr makan ubat tu, i pon stop la..n alhamdulillah on 15 july my mr.p pon visit la..ms tu dh nk masuk Ramadhan. 1st terawikh i xsempat buat sbb masih bendera merah. Alhamdulillah 2nd day omwards, i lgsg xtgl terawikh n solat hajat. Mmg pelik sbb patutnya i mesti peruod around mid august kan? I pon heran sbb slalu if i took pil hormon, cycle i akan ok for at least 2 month..ni br je ambik, next cycle dh gelong. Hadoi. Tp i buat xtau jela...ms bulan puasa, i hentam mkn n minum semua yg i pantang sblm ni. Nanas mentah, air tebu...semua telan....hmpir 3 tahun xmkn al those things, this puasa, i langgar semua. Bukan niat nk apa2kn bby. Sbb mmg xda pon kan. 

Sampaila hari raya, sambut dengan xrs apa2 prubahan pon. Cuma yg bbeza, kali ni ramai bg duit raya. I ambik,kot berkat duit ni, melekat ke mn tau kan. Seminggu cuti raya, melantak macam2...after tht pi sekolah, i start to feel pelik2...mmg ms last2 puasa n hati raya tu i perasan my tummy ni cepat meragam. Makan pedas sket xbule...mkn pelik2 sket, meragam. Hari 1st sekolah, cm pening x lalu.nk mkn nasi lemak lauk ikan bilis sajo.lain lauk xmau.ayam n daging langsung xbole. Pastu asek letih n tdo. Pi sekolah, waktu kelas je hidop..waktu free sunyi sepi xbcakap...asek tdo..semua kwn kt staff rum perasan...hahaha..diorg suh check up kot ada isi. I just pretend malas sbb xcnfident lgsg. 

Sampila hr khamis 30hb ogos, i decide nk wat UPT sbb next day tu i plan nk wat open house. So xnak beria bkerja sgt smpi jd benda xelok...n xnak terlampau bjaga smpi majlis xsepurna. So pagi tu around 4 am i woke up...sbb mmg xlena tdo, n buat UPT. Bila titis je urin kt plot tu suddenly i tgk 1st line tu dh merah giler...so i ingt bse la, single la tu.i lupa yg 1st line tu is test line, klu dh ada, 2nd line msti la ada unless benda tu rosak or i ni guy...hahahah...pastu tgk ada dua line yg sgt terang. I jd blur n xtau cmne nk conclude when i saw this.....

So i kejutkan my hubby suh tgk. Dia dengan mamai2..bgn n looked at those thing pastu he smile at me, hug n kiss skli pastu dedua lompat tdo semula..nyenyak smpi kol6. Then i bangun siap2 cm bse ke sekolah. Rs cm mimpi je. Dedua pon xde perasaan nk borak sbb cm xpecaya. I pegi sekolah, n he went to work mcm bse. Smpi kt sekolah i start to think,am i pregnnt? For real? So i sms him... 

 -cmne ni abg?nk bgtau mak ayah abah sume ke?cm xyakin. 

 -abg pon cm xpecaya.satgi klu habaq xjd susah plak. 

 -so?nk cnfirm kt chang dl? 

 -ok,abg amek halfday. Pas sekolah kita pi chang. 

 -ok.c u 

 So that day after school, we went to chang n koh maternity specialst la untuk cnfirmation. Bila Dr.chang (gynae yg i refer sebelum ni) kira dr my last period, almost 8weeks dh so dia suggest scan. Untung2 bby dh nmpk..so leh cnfirm tros. So km ikot jela..ms scan im so nebes. Smpi la Dr.chang to point kt sumting tg bulat cm kidney...dia ckp itula sac bby..bby mmg so tiny lg xnmpk.tp dia ckp, ukuran sac shows that bby bkembang baek...alhamdulillah..

We both ( me n hubby) so hepi. Dr.chang gave me some stock of asid folic, n we paid only rm65 termasuk scan n consultation fees. So balik tu, i stret ke ke rumah my mum. Mak mmg dh suruh check sbb mak ckp, few weeks ni i seem so lain..hahaha..mum always know me better then myself...hihi..so, i just masuk rumah n ckp, " kami dh check pg td mak.pastu angah dh pi chang." mak tros tny, bulan berape due...see...my mum sgt terror. Hahaha. 

So after few sembang2...i ajak my hubby ke rumah mentua lak,xseronok hati if kitorg xshare cecepat ngn mentua. Sampai rumah mentua, i just let my hubby yg bgtau. Aduhai.hampir sejam duduk, xnmpk gaya dia nk mulakan. Samapi la my FIL perasan dia xkeja. Bl abah tny he said, came back early. Abah pon ok jela..pastu hubby pon mula la ckp. "abg bwk lina pi check td. Alhmdulillah, klu ada rezeki kami bulan 4 nnti la.."mak n abah mentua cepat je paham. Adik ipar yg kecit tupon senyum paham..i saw my MIL seems so hepi. Cm nk melompat.wpon ni bukan cucu sulung, mgkin diorg hepi for us too. Abah gave me some advice about what to eat n dont..n mak pesan jgn keja berat2. Untuk majlis esok, mak ckp, order sajo...xpyh susah masak...ramaila yg nk tlg ringankan keja esok..alhamdulillah... Tula serba sedikit (sikit?post plg panjg i guess..hahaha) about my first time knowing that i am pregnnat...syukur...but...long way to go...still, i masih worry.